August 24th, 2005
as in…i really hate my life at this moment…the one person i really want to have is the one that i really cannot have!!! do ever feel the disappointment when you really love someone and yet friends lng jud mo!!!??? and there is nothing you can do but accept the fact because you don’t want to lose him…but its also very hard to pretend that you’re just friends,, when inside you really love him…as in…you really are trying your best to forget all your feelings for him…but then…you know that you will fail!? that’s how i feel right now!!! and sad thing here is, he doesn’t want you to fall in love with you…promise people…i could just cry…especially when i see him…with his smile…his dimples…his eyes…sometimes i don’t even want to see him, but then there’s always this urge to just do the opposite…is this a punishment people!? and…so many girls go crazy over him…as in…girls prettier and…bsta…more pjud in looks than me…it’s so damn frustrating!!!! the fact that i love him far more than any person could ever do is not at all important…to him…haaaaaay..i’m so tired njud…of always feeling this way…we’re friends yet wanting more could mean losing everything…so i guess i’ll have to settle with this…though sometimes, it so damn HURTS!!!!! bsta…if only i were so evil…i’d do extreme measures to have him…but i’m not…so friends lng jud mi…that’s the best thing he can give me…and the best thing i could do is accept that friendship…bsta…as of now, he still dominates my mind…and heart…
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August 15th, 2005
Uncertain But Sure
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At first, we just started out as plain friends,
But with one glance you took my breath away.
Then you helped mend a broken-hearted me,
And put my smiles back to where they belong.
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Now, each day seems incomplete without you,
Darkness appears quickly, as time pass by.
Because the more I spend some time with you,
The harder and deeper I’m gonna fall.
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But uncertainty really blocks my way,
Especially when you’re so far from me.
It is very hard to see right through you,
Because you seem so laid back and carefree.
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I’m not sure if all of these you’ll believe,
If you see the truth I’d like to portray.
When I say "I love you", it means something,
Plainly, it’s because I want you to know.
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Although I feel a little bit confuse,
There’s one thing that I am really sure of.
That is, I am thankful that I know you,
And will always be grateful of that chance.
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August 12th, 2005
oN mY oWn
On my own, pretending he’s beside me
All alone, I walk with him ’til morning
Without him, I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way, I close my eyes
and he has found me.
In the rain, the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me forever and forever.
And I know, it’s only in my mind
That I’m talking to myself and not to him.
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say there’s a way for us.
I love him but when the night is over
He is gone, the river’s just a river;
Without him, the world around me changes.
The trees are bare and everywhere
the streets are full of strangers.
I love him but everyday I’m learning,
All my life I’ve only been pretending.
Without me, his world will go on turning.
A world that’s full of happiness
that I have ever known.
I love him…
I love him…
I love him…
But only on my own….
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August 12th, 2005
ahhhemmm….ka-cute ni LEGOLAS oist!!!!!
Love au ni nko….next to "CHOCOLATE" of course!!!!
hehehehehe…..
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August 9th, 2005
Near You Always
Please don’t say I love you.
Those words touch me much too deeply.
And they make my core tremble.
Don’t think you realize the effect you have over me.
And please don’t look at me like that.
(Chorus)
It just makes me want to make you near me always.
Please don’t kiss me so sweet,
It makes me crave a thousand kisses to follow.
And please don’t touch me like that,
Makes every other embrace seem pale and shallow.
And please don’t come so close.
(Chorus)
(Bridge)
And please don’t bring me flowers,
They only whisper the sweet things you’d say.
And don’t try to understand me.
Your hands already know too much anyway.
(Chorus)
And when you look into my eyes,
Please know my heart is in your hands.
It’s nothing that I understand.
But when in your arms,
You have complete power over me
So be gentle if you please, ’cause
(Coda)
Your hands are in my hair, but
My heart is in your teeth
Baby, and it makes me want to make you near me always.
(Coda)
Want to be near you always.
Want to be near you always.
Want to be near you always.
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August 8th, 2005
Unsa mN jud?
i knw i like him…but i knw its wrong..DAMN!! its so difficult to read him..i get so jealous everytime he views profles of other girls through is friendster…everytime he gets so engrossed with his work..so happy when he appreciates me, when he makes me smile..when he talks to me…every simple things he gives me..simple actions…they all mean a lot to me!!!!!!!! he just doesn’t know it..so frustrated when he teases me to other people when all that i could ever think of is him…all i ever want to see is him…he just doesn’t notice it..
i hope when he gets the clue, he won’t change his attitudes or treatment towards me…
haaaaahaaaaaaay!!!!!! bakit kasi mas na-unang xang ipinanganak???!!!!!!!!!
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August 8th, 2005
Hello Earth!?
I’ve move on..I knw i do! but i guess i wil nvr learn my lesson dat easily..i always welcum pain, it’s lyk i col dem to cum 2 me..i knw u won’t understnd wat i’m saying…hir’s the thing…
I loved my best friend once..and his name is ariel..i loved him but we were not on the same road..bsta…friends ra jud meh…owkie..now hir cums this guy..i knw it’s too soon, but i knw i lyk dis guy..and i min really really like…
For sum rison i fil so comfortable wen he is around.he listens to me..to my every demands..to my every complains..to my every requests..to my little talks..he listens..he laughs, smiles..and he lifts my self esteem..he always has words dat will cheer me up, uplift my spirit and self confidence..though i dnt knw him dat long..i can say dat he is good, gentle and most of all sensitive..
But like i say, i dnt him dat long..i cnt tel whether the things he tells me, he shows me are natural for him..and im jz meking a big deal out of it..he is a vry "mysterious" guy and evn the person closest to him n our place cannot tell when he likes someone.. dats why i’ve benn so paranoid lately..i knw i fil a little something for him, but i dnt knw..i cnt explain,sumthing is holding me back..pulling me away frm this feeling..im so uncertain..but i knw i like him..the fact that i wnt to see him evry nyt (dats y i sumtyms go home late),he’s always on my mind proves sumthing..bsta i cnt explain..
Still its vry impossible for him to like me also..for one thing, he is older (way older..7 or 8 yrs older)..so mbi he jz sees me as a llittle sister..nxt thing, he is a liitle attach to his past (he evn wnts to turn back tym)..a little attach to his hobby..bsta..and another thing..im afraid sd..i dnt think things will be d sem if he finds out..
Dats why, i’ll content myself wid jz hanging around with him…secretly feeling the way im feeling for him ryt now…jz staring at him..watching him intensely when he’s not looking..and if our eyes meet, hoping and wishing for him to see the truth inside my heart through my eyes….
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August 4th, 2005
"wHo Am I"
nAmE: mArA rEv ReSmA
niCk: mAr, mAra, yAnG-yAnG
aGe: 17
biRthDatE: DeCemBer 17, 1987
zOdiAc SigN: sAgitTariUs
sChOoL: UniVeRsiTy Of tHe PhiLipPiNeS
ceLL nUmBeR: c-L-a-s-S-i-f-i-E-d
tel. number: 235-3947
"wHaT i LiKe"
bAsiCaLLy, i Like to sing…i listen to different kinds of music…its my passion
since i was young…i Like to wacth tv…(who doesn’t?)
i have this craving for food…delicious foods…also, i LOVE drawings of anime…
But i don.t know how to draw…i just appreciate them…
another thing is, i’m a friend to everybody…although sometimes i can be
so sensitive when it comes to jokes…but i can recover easily..hehehheee..
my favorite color is BLUE…
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