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_it’s been quite a while_
Love Is A Different Feeling
Are your palms sweaty, is your heart
racing
and is
your voice caught within your chest??
-It isn’t love, it’s LIKE.
You can’t keep your eyes or hands off of
her/him,
am I
right??
-It isn’t love, it’s LUST.
Are you proud, and eager to show her
off??
-It isn’t love, it’s LUCK.
Do you want her/him because you know she’s/he’s
there??
-It isn’t love, it’s LONELINESS.
Are you with her/him because it’s what
everyone
wants??
-It isn’t love, it’s LOYALTY.
Are you with her/him because she/he kissed you,
or
held
your hand?
-It isn’t love, it’s LOW CONFIDENCE.
Do you stay for her/him confessions of love,
because
you don’t want to hurt her/him?
-It isn’t love, it’s PITY.
Do you belong to her/him because the sight of
her/him
makes your heart skip a beat??
-It isn’t love, it’s INFATUATION.
Do you pardon her/him faults because you
care
about
her/him?
-It isn’t love, it’s FRIENDSHIP.
Do you tell her/him every day she/he is the only
one
you
think of?
-It isn’t love, it’s a LIE.
Are you willing to give up all of your
favorite
things
for her/his sake?
-It isn’t love, it’s CHARITY.
Does your heart ache and break when
she’s/he’s
sad?
-Then it’s LOVE.
Do you cry for her/his pain, even when she’s/he’s
strong?
-Then it’s LOVE.
Do her/his eyes see your true heart, and
touch
your
soul so deeply it hurts?
-Then it’s LOVE.
Do you stay because a blinding,
incomprehensible mix of pain and
relation
pulls
you close and holds you to her/him?
-Then it’s LOVE.
Do you accept her/his faults because it’s a
part of
who she/he is?
-Then it’s LOVE.
Are you attracted to others, but stay with
her/him
faithfully without regret??
-Then it’s LOVE.
Would you give her/him your heart, your life,
your
death??
-Then it’s LOVE.
Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so,
why
do
we love? Why is it all we search for in life?
This pain, this agony? Why is it all we
long
for?
This torture, this powerful death of self?
Why?
The answer is so simple. ‘Cause
it’s…LOVE.
It is such an addictive thing that even
people
who are not having it wish to experience
it and
share it with others as well.
I like the dreams of the future better than
the history of the past…
Love hurts our feelings, but it’s also the
reason our souls heal….
After reading this, i realized that maybe I was wrong with what i was feeling for Mark..but, on second thought, maybe I was right..but then again, i’m still too young to know! wooohhoo!! anyway, whatever i am feeling now, i’ve decided to treasure it and to make good use of it! and certainly, I wish you all to do the same!
<Camille..thank you for this!!!hehe>
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-i’ve decided to let it all out-
…another one…
…today…
i decided to make this post because i am so damn bored!!! today was the day of our intramurals..yet, i ditched school this morning..i was at the house doing not but to eat, sleep and write something in my diary..i was so bored!!! our intramurals? no comment…ewan ko lang…
i went to school in the afternoon, thinking that we will have a practice sa serenata…but then, wala jud nitunga ang mga people…i wished wala nlng ko ni-adto kung hibaw-an pa..hehehehe…well, tonight’s our athlete’s night..and i didn’t go..i was so tired…then, i went home and ate supper…then i went to uncle deo’s place..
i can’t help but to think why i always feel so tired…ewan ko lang…i am so confuse..i am not like this sa una…what the hell’s bothering me?! i read rommel’s blog ganina…and na-igo jud ko..nka-relate ko sa iya gi post entitled "not knowing"…hehe..
ambot oi..libog mn jud ko..at one point, i thought i was almost to surrender…but then, on another i just want to hold on and fight…ambot oi..libog…i just have so many questions..next poem na ako i-post..mao toh akong questions….
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..typhoon LoneLiness..
Reason by Nami Tamaki
GSEED Destiny 1st Opening Song
The further apart we are,
the closer I feel to you.
Loneliness transforms into
strength when I think of you.
We still don’t know
That we cannot come to terms
with each other with words alone.
You told me not to give up on that dream
That dream that I lost
Because all I wanted was to embrace you.
The further apart we are,
the closer I feel to you.
Loneliness transforms into
strength when I think of you.
My heart will ache from the
piercing shard of my dream
Please believe once again in the
miracle that let us meet as we are.
The War of Hearts and Minds
Unwithered Flower
ei…this is from rommel’s blog…i just love the song…
A small flower is blooming inside my heart,
The unwithering flower you gave to me,
I was able to believe strongly enough in myself,
So I’m not afraid anymore…
* I was lucky meeting you,
I was proud holding your hand
Even though we look up to different skies now,
See? I can walk on my own now…
I laugh more during sad times,
To hide the pain I feel inside,
But you hugged me gently without saying a thing
I felt like opening a door frozen in ice…
I was happy meeting you,
Even though I could only share my lonliness,
Even though we’re separated now,
I still feel we’re still connected under this sky…
I didn’t say thank you…
I couldn’t even promise…
However, like on that day, if the wind blows
Then I know we will surely meet again…
Repeat *
ahem…nka-relate lng ko sa chorus…hehehe….mao na ‘toh xa!!!
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