sem break na!!!!

wohoo!!! sem break na!!! sa wakas!!! know what, so many things happened to me this pass few weeks…my ex-boyfriend is here..rey..and i don’t think we’re on good terms…hhhmmmmppp..i really don’t care!!! although i’m kind’a uneasy when he’s around..dli mngud meh magtinagdanay…as in!!! sometimes ra!!! it’s like, parang wala kaming pinagsamahan…hehehe…

and because it’s sem break…i have to go back to bogo..well…it’s owkie..actually, in bogo, i can have peace of mind..away from the hassels in the city…away from the problems and heartaches and painful memories…but also away from my happiness…and love…hehehehe…

love at first sight

_one last cry_

’til my heartaches end

they say love is like a cycle..love and get hurt…get hurt and move on…then you love again…they say that being in love is a magical feeling..hahay..for me, i think it is both risky and painful..you can never say that you’ll be happy in loving especially if the one you love doesn’t love you in return…

math nlng and then sem break na!!! but i still have to finish my local history writing..i guess hindi ko na muna iintindihin ang mga problema ko sa lovelife…not until i finish all of these!!!!

-i can’t help but laugh!!!-

i’m not yet ready

Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I’ll always stay with you
But baby that’s not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that’s something I can’t do

I hope someday you can
Find some way to understand I’m only doing this for you
I don’t really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
You’ll find someone who’ll be the one that I could never be
Who’ll give you something better
Than the love you’ll find with me

Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you

Baby, its never ganna work out
I love you, goodbye

_another song_

Moon so bright night so fine
Keep your heart here with mine
Life’s a dream we are dreaming
Race the moon catch the wind
Ride the night to the end
Seize the day stand up for the light

after 10 years

owki ani ni xa…pag-thursday adto meh sa city sports complex…kanta meh didto..sa serenata..at least naa meh 200 pesos each…as in dugay jud kaya ko naka-uli ato!!! then pag friday, nawala ang connection nila uncle deo sa internet..and i was really tired to go to starboard jud!!!

then, for two days jud ko nag-suffer..actually, dli mn xa suffer na as in suffer jud…you see, when Shiena and I talked about our lovelives..na-igo jud ko sa iya gisulti nko…she told me that naka move on siya sa iyang Mark because she searched for ways to move on…while I really avoid such ways..hahay!!! apparently, i don’t want to let him go!!! and they tell me that i am so damn stupid!! actually, la mn ko nila sulti-i ana face to face..pro i think that’s what they see me…maybe…

_la lng_

All this time
I knew someday you’d need to find
Something that you left behind
Something I can’t give you

All these tears
And like a light love disappears
But hearts are good for souvenirs
And memories are forever

All this time
All in all I’ve no regrets
The sun still shines the sun still sets
The heart forgives the heart forgets
But will I do now with all this time

One more kiss
Even though it’s come to this
I’ll close my eyes and make a wish
Hoping you remember

All this time
All in all I’ve no regrets
The sun still shines the sun still sets
The heart forgives the heart forgets
But will I do now with all this time

Say goodbye
Apart we’ll make another try
But don’t be sorry if you cry
I’ll be crying too

All this time
All in all I’ve no regrets
The sun still shines the sun still sets
The heart forgives the heart forgets
But will I do now with all this time

epekto sa wa’y lingaw!!!

lately, i am becoming very lazy..not lazy to the point that i will not study or i will not go to school..but lazy in a sense that i feel not in the mood always..do you even understand what i’m trying to say? it’s just so damn frustrating to be like this when i’m really not like this in the first place!!! you know, when you are not doing anything, just hanging out in your own room and staring blankly at the ceiling, when you should be doing your project, local history writing perhaps!!! i am becoming a little weird lately..feeling a little bit confuse…i can’t seem to figure out what to first and what to do next!!!

_dedicated to you_

I Wanna Be With You

ewan ko lng..nikalit lng jud ko..i just miss him so badly..i don’t want this feeling…huhuhuhuhuhu!!! makamatay jud!!!!