unconditional love

January 10th, 2006
what is unconditional love?
i read a book which stated that the way to get involve with other people is to love them unconditionally. i guess i was confuse, i really didn’t get what the author meant with his phrase "to love unconditionally". it really is easy for me to love myself without conditions, but to love others without those is quite difficult..i mean we often say "i love you because you’re this and you’re that..blaahhh..blahh..blahh", and during these times, it is very difficult to find someone whom you can love unconditionally and one who would do the same to you because everyone seems to have flaws…
it is very rare to find someone who can say "i love you with no strings attached"..because some people today are so egoistic..they tend to become a melon when they’re only a banana…do you get what i mean? they pretend to be someone else, someone totally different..totally unreal…
how do we love unconditionally when we don’t even understand the meaning embedded in that phrase?

naglagot jud ko!!!!

January 9th, 2006
my day is sooooo…
i don’t know..
at school, i had fun…
but when i checked my friendster…
my day was ruined!!!!!!!

hahay…

January 2nd, 2006
there are things better left unsaid…
why do i feel like shit? you see, my life was actually going on the way i wanted for it to go on…and now? hahay…i’m so tired na jud!!!!
my mom is just so..i don’t know what to say!! my relationship with my boyfriend was beyond owki, and she has to go in between!!!! why oh why!!!???
how am i suppose to tell my bf what my mom wanted me to do?! what are the right words to say?! how can i tell him that i wanna break up with him because of my mom?! it’s a very lame excuse…
how will i ever get out of this mess?!
i still really love my bf…how?!