the painful way of….
February 26th, 2006
moving on..letting go…
its been a while since i haven’t made a post in this blog…it’s just that agin, i am not myself this past few days…i was lost in a maze and it was like every step that i took was leading me nowhere….
it was no use holding on when there was nothing to hold on to in the first palce…there were only pain, heartaches and tears…and it just made my life miserable..i am sick and tired of crying…of feeling so happy at one point, but then so lonely at other…
that is why i decided to let him go…to let my best friend, the one i ever loved so much, leave my heart..i know he will really be happy with this…its just that, we are just not meant for each other…
maybe, someday i’ll find the right one…someday…
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valentines day aftermath
February 17th, 2006
now i’m on my own….
owkie…days went by…natapos na ang valentines…but still i can’t find ways to smile…i mean..i just don’t know why i feel this way..its like dgHn kaau ko ug problems buyt then, i have no strength to face it..
i just don’t know why i love him even if he doesn’t love me back..he’s just my best friend, and i don’t understand why i fell for him…and worst, he has a girl friend!!! i really don’t understand why things just can’t go on my way!!!!!!!!
it’s so humiliating…because i always do my best efforts to make him happy and still, my efforts are left unappreaciated!!!!! i really hate myself for feeling this way…i hate myself for putting myself to this misery….
now i’m on my own….i really am…
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valentines day
February 3rd, 2006
damn!! my v-day will be very boring….i don’t know why…but it will really be…
dugaydugay sad la nko nka update sa ako blog…hhhmmmm…what can i say bwt my life now?? its quite shaky…especially my MATH!!!! my lovelife? no fun at all….im in love with someone that i only came to know in my dreams…and its very impossible to meet him in real life….in reality, i love my friend..someone i just met…hahay…..
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