catch me, i’m falling!!!

October 21st, 2006
i’m falling, and i’m really hard..i can’t believe why this is happening to me again.
is it my fault? after all, i did not mean for it to be this way!! i cannot handle this kind of predicament..huhuhu!!!!
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here i go again!!scary!!

October 8th, 2006
"i really am scared…"
what am i to do?! can i just pull my heart out so i won’t fall in love once again?! my life is really goin’ on perfectly well, being single and all..until he came! now i could almost picture myself singing "foolish heart hear me calling..stop before you start falling..foolish heart heed my warning, you’ve been wrong before.." the problem is, my foolish heart would not listen at all!!!
we are friends for a while, and i just came to know him and his family. but i don’t know…i can’t explain how i feel especially when i look in his eyes..especially when he held my hand, though it was just for a while, i could still feel his skin against mine!!!! deym..i cannot feel this for him..i just can’t..i’m afraid to love again..and this time, i’m not joking..i really am scared…
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another try…

October 5th, 2006
To LoVe AgAiN
To love again means to risk
another pain or another bliss.
To let my heart beat once more
means I’ve seen something I once adored.
Another guy, yes he is!
I never thought would make me feel this.
To his picture I always stare,
Forgetting the hurt and pain I did not share.
How happy he makes me feel,
That sometimes I ask if it is real.
In my mind a picture of him always remain,
Singing in one of my lovely refrains.
Yes! My heart beat once more
Because you are the one that I adore.
You make me feel love once again
and healed my heart that was once in pain.
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hey bloggers!!

October 1st, 2006
i’m here to, once again create a post that will go nowhere. just like me..i don’t know where to go..i’ve never felt so lost my entire life. at one point in time, i’m here, then i’m there..and suddenly, i could just see myself standing in the middle of nowhere.
i don’t understand why it has to be this way. i mean, i thought he was  my friend, and moments later he just drops me like a hot potato. i have never been treated this way, ever before!!! why can someone be so cruel?! i even considered him as a friend, someone special..right now, i reliaze he is not.
but his actions are bothering me all along. why so sudden? i mean, what have i done wrong?! did i say something that hurt him? if i did i would have known and apologized..but i did not!! he just realized that he was not having fun with my company any more and he is up to find some one new..new friends!!! (c’mon!)
anyway, i don’t really want to bother myself with him now. i’m also up for something new and i don’t want anything  that has do to with him to ever affect me again!! he’ll be history anytime soon!! guys like him should not be given a chance to take part on a girl’s life..hahaha!!!
i want to talk about a whole ne subject, and that is…finals is just around the corner. i’m happy that our exams are more on application and performance rather than written. i guess i’m more comfortable with that, i don’t need to stay up late to study..hehe..
gotta go now!!! my time’s up!! ’till next time!! *mwah*
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