tiresome day
December 11th, 2006
uncontrolled emotions
i can’t believe that today i felt very very angry. this is quite surprising because normally, my day would always be ordinary and never this emotionally draining.
i have a lot of hidden feelings for my mom. i feel like i’m her least favorite daughter. i can’t understand why i feel this way, i’m actually envious of my younger sister. thus, it always turn out so bad for me. to the point wherein i find myself wanting to go so far away!!
i have a lot of problems for now and i can’t find comfort even in my own home. i feel so incomplete and i can’t find someone who will be there for me. i am not satisfied with the people surrounding me.. they just don’t understand me at all…
Uncategorized | Comment (1)i wanna feel that my mom is sensitive enough to understand me, but she is not. i feel like she does not know me at all. i can’t understand it…