pregen…

My favorite lines in our play entitled "Pregenesis"

"Be still my heart..you are unworthy to beat for him…" - Luna, Dionne

"Oh come on! To bask in my beauty?! The host would commit treason to experience!" - Ocean, Jared

"I summon the hymen that this liason has broken…" - Bathala, Anthony

"He shall pierce your heart and shred it into a thousand pieces!" - Night, Al Marie

"Do assume what my actions will be! You do not know me!" - Sun, Chris Rey

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These are some of my favorite lines in our play the "Pregenis". It was a very fulfilling experience in my part. I play as one of the nympths and Luna was our sister who, at first was unamed. Then she fell in love with the Sun, who was suppose to have no contact amongst the host…and then the play started..

Before the show, our group had lot of misunderstanding and quarrels..Some were not interested to restage the play, but we finished it and passed the "test" with flying colors..

It was a real bonding for our group.. It made me appreciate my classmates and friends more…

university elections…

our school is very busy for the college days and the upcoming student elections..many students are asked to run, or forced to run..i couldn’t forget chloe’s initial reaction when she was asked to join the jumbled world of elections..

i can’t blame her..although she has my undivided support, she still has other things to do, aside from being a contributor to SunStar newspaper, she is also a member of their church, a full-time mass communication student, a writer for our schoolpaper and a good daughter who’s already home before six pm.

i’m not saying being a student representative would do her no good, it’s just that she sacrificed a lot…

(anyway, chloe’s my best friend in UP..hehe)

the feeling of guilt

is it just me? or is this the way we were last time?!

i can’t believe why i am feeling this way again..it’s so stupid because it’s always the same and i..i can’t explain everything..

of course, i know i want him but it’s making me feel guilty because..ahhmm..i don’t know..i avoided talking about this for the longest time but it came back..

oh welll..here’s a song that suites how i exactly feel right now..

I WANNA BE WITH YOU
By: Mandy Moore

I try but I can’t seem to get myself
to think of anything, but you
your breath on my face
your warm gentle kiss
I taste that’s true, I taste the truth
You know what I came here for
so I won’t ask for more

I wanna be with you
if only for one night to be the
one who’s in your arms who holds you tight
I wanna be with you
there’s nothing more to say,
there’s nothing else I want
more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you

So I’ll hold you each night
like I would if you were mine,
to hold forever more and
I’ll savor each touch that I wanted
so much, to be here before, to feel before
how beautiful it is just to be like this

Repeat Chorus:

Oh, baby, I can’t fight this feeling anymore
drives me, crazy when I try to
so come on and take my hand
can you make my wish, baby, you’re command…

I wanna be with you
there’s nothing more to say,
there’s nothing else I want
more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you
wanna be with you
Ooo, yeaaa
I wanna be, I wanna be with you
I wanna be, I wanna be, I wanna be yeaah
I wanna be I wanna be, yeah
I wanna be (I wanna be with you)
I wanna be with you yeah
I wanna be with you

<so do you understand? i’ve been hoping for a miracle..i wish that this will turn out..like the way i wanted to..>

One Flaw in Woman

"…it is that they forget their worth."

I came across this composition via e-mail. After I read it, I immediately printed the whole article. I like how the author emphasized the importance of WOMEN! Here it is:

One Flaw in Women

By the time the Lord made women, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and be able to run on diet cokes and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart- and she will do everything with only two hands."

The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands?  No way! And that’s just on standard model? That’s too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish it."

"But I won’t," the Lord protested, "I am so closed to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days."

The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you have made her so soft Lord."

"She is soft," the Lord agreed, "but I have also made her tough. You have no idea what she can endure or accomplish."

"Will she be able to think?" asked the angel.

The Lord replied, "Not only will she be able to think, she will be able to reason and negotiate as well."

The angel then noticed something and reaching out, touched the woman’s cheek. "Oops, it looks like you have a leak in this model. I told you that you were trying to put too much into this one."

"That’s not a leak," the Lord corrected, "that’s a tear!"

"What’s the tear for?" the angel asked. The Lord said, "The tear is her way of expressing her joy, her sorrow, her pain, her disappointment, her love, her loneliness, her grief, her pride."

The angel was impressed, "You are a genius, Lord. You thought of everything. Woman is truly amazing!"

And she is! Women have strength that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. Smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They don’t take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution.

They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love uncoditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart.

Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They’ll drive, fly, walk, run, or e-mail you to show how much they care about you. The heart of a women is what makes the world keep turning. They bring joy, hope and love. They have compassion and ideals. They give more support to their family and friends. Women have vital things to say and everything to give.

However, if there is one flaw in women, it is that they forget their worth.

a dilemma?! is it?

oh come on!!!

Many people, or should I say couples are preparing . well, who shouldn’t be?! Valentines is just around the corner and my friends are starting to get so annoying, asking me questions whether I have or do not have a date on Valentines. Fortunately, for myself, some even asked me to go out on a date with them! Unfortunate ones, I should say!

It’s not like it’s a big deal for me whether or not I’ll go out with someone on that day. In fact, I find it less hassle and cheaper if I stay at home. I wouldn’t want to add too much personal pressure if I will pester myself on whether or not I should get a date.

Oh yes! Laugh at me if you want. But now, I know better. Dating is not anymore a necessity for me. As much as I want to really go out with someone I like, time never gives me the opportunity to do so. Might think I have a feeble lovelife, oh well, I guess to a certain extent, I have…but I don’t really give a damn.

Love is a very essential thing for me. And I would never ever spent it again on someone not worthy enough. I’ve had much undivided attention from heartless heartbreakers and I’m never setting foot on a situation like that ever again…I’ll wait for the right one…

"LOVE"

It shows in so many ways,
those who love-
will always see it.

It speaks in so many voices,
those who love-
will always hear it.

It is, for so many reasons,
those who love-
will never ask why.