Learning To Wait

It’s been a long time since I’ve updated my blogs.. I think I was busy back then, but turned out I just never got the chance to use the computer with my sister and two cousins as the competition. Oh well, I guess I’ll just have to take this opportunity to update whatever it is that I’ve left out over the past few days.

Ever since time immemorial i have always seen myself as a very impatient person.. I don’t want to wait for someone who just won’t show up.. And if ever he or she will show up, I’ll feel so damn angry if they’re already thirty minutes late.. I don’t know why, it’s just that I’ll always get the feeling of irritation and annoyance whenever I sit or do nothing just waiting for someone to come or something to happen.

Now. I guess I’m satisfied.. I have waited for someone to sweep me off my feet for the longest time, and now that I have him in my life, I am so… I guess I am thankful.. All the damage that was done in the past were forgotten and I have all the chance and time to start fixing my not so controllable love life. [LOL!]

The issue that’s been bothering me right now is how to make myself worthy of a perfect love story. I mean, not really perfect.. But better.. Or best..

And another process of waiting will be done…