i was wrong..everyone laugh!! haha
i just realized something. i’ve become a paranoid. a controled freak. i’m so scared of something that i can’t control and it really brings out all the trouble for me. haha!! i just laugh at the mistakes that i thought were there but were not even there in the first place! (get it?!)
well, these mistakes are something that won’t even be considered as mistakes since they don’t exist if i won’t think of them there. and that would make every thing easier.
last night, i kept calling my boyfriend in his cell phone, but there was no answer; until this afternoon, there was still no answer. and i was really afraid because i thought he was angry at me. earlier, when we were chatting through ym, i acted as the really curious girlfriend, asking where he was, what he’s doing and who he is with. he, on the other end, answered all my questions. but when i sounded like i was suspecting him of being with another girl, he got quite annoyed. that is why i think he got angry at me.
when i tried calling him to apologize and to talk, there was no answer. i was worried. i couldn’t sleep. i slept at around 1 am and i woke up at around 3 am and i kept calling him again, but still there was no answer.
in the morning, i went to school for the enrolment and to finalize my class schedule. i send him text messages occassionaly but i still got no reply. i decided to finish my enrolment first so that i can concentrate. at around 4:30 pm, i was done with my enrolment, and i immediately went straight home.
at home, i called his mom to ask where he was. his mom told me to call her when she got home so that i can talk with him. i was really thankful. i waited for his mom to text me to call. when she did, i called immediately.
we talked. and there i felt so ashamed of myself! haha! everything that caused my worrying were pointless. he wasn’t angry. he just left his cell phone at his cousin’s place. and you may ask why i believe him? this answer may be a cliche, but i believe him because i trust him and i know he won’t lie. i can justify that myself. haha! i was just..well..paranoid! haha!
mine i love you!