BERLITZ!!

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i can’t find the right words to say to describe how i felt when i was talking with the berlitz rater in the phone..haha! i was nervous but at the same time glad that it will be over soon..well, i mean, not really over..it’s just that berlitz just scared me..

i was on the phone talking with benjamin..good thing he wasn’t a very passive person..although he was really silent..it gave me time to just keep on talking..haha..i just talked..hmmm..

this post will be a meaningless post for sure..i’m not really in the mood because of this headache i have since this afternoon..i haven’t had enough sleep this pass few days..and i blame it on him..he’s always in my mind lately; all because of one night..and he was drunk..but i wasn’t..haha..anyway, i have to forget that night and him as well..yeah..that’s what i will do..

i really miss singing..i haven’t figured out if can still sing with all my heart..if i can still feel the lyrics..if i can still understand the meaning..my cousin, rose, said i still have the voice..but i don’t have the emotion anymore..*sigh*

then i’m in big trouble..music is my life..singing is my passion..but i seemed to have forgot the feeling..aarrgghh..