out of words.

Masking Reality

Though I love you, i try to see,

If these feelings I will set free.

I am living in dreams and fears,

Because loving you brings me tears.

Then, I wear a mask of fantasy,

As I laugh at reality.

I live in illusions of love-

Your love, I just cannot have.

Unmasking such a fantasy,

I’m not sure if I can be happy.

If you see the love that I hide,

what will it bring me inside?

As I am in this masquerade,

I ask myself when will this fade?

I don’t want to pretend for long,

Because I’m not sure if I’ll be strong.