weird feelings..

i trust my heart completely..or that’s what i used to think..i don’t know why but when my brain interferes with matters that should be for the heart, every thing becomes more logical..

i’m happy with my situation with him..there are times when i can’t understand myself because i tend to interpret every glance, time, word and smile he gives me..there was this instance wherein my friends from work talked with him about taking live calls; when he looked at me, there was something in his eyes that told me something bad..something which could mean that he knows how i feel for him and he’s not happy about it..

i told geof not to be very logical about some things, but it seems like i’m not taking my own piece of advice..it’s just that i want him to know how i appreciate him a lot..aside from having these feelings for him, i am also happy that i get to be his friend and i sure hope that he won’t take that away from me..every moment i have with him is very important for me and i just want him to know how much he’s making me happy just by being there..

does anyone knows how i feel? words aren’t enough to describe this feeling..

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*sigh*